Another Naked Guy...Really?

Hello...I know, once again I disappeared from my own little world on the internet. I am sorry and once again I will just blame it on life being in the way...along with my being depressed. I have been in the dumps, ever since there was a naked guy running around at work. HAHAHAH! Normally you would think it would make my day, but all it did was remind me of the one person I just want to forget about. I should really start from the begging before you get confused about the story of my wonderful life. So I was having a good few weeks, everything was fine and dandy nothing was getting me down. Than my boss called me and asked if I could come in early and help take down Christmas trees (More money for me in Sweden! So why turn it down?). I agreed and I was off to work. As I was pulling in to work I saw this dazed and really confused young guy warped in a bed sheet sitting on a bench. He had that same look. I walked past him in a rush because I felt that I could not breath, I wanted to throw up my insides. Everyone was standing in the lobby staring at him, I looked at some of my fellow coworkers asking them a silent question..."What the hell was going on?" Any way the guy had that same look as Evan did when he was in that weird state of mind and it really freaked me out. I had a panic attack at work. I got some tea and hid in a room trying to breathe and restring my tears, because I knew if I started I wouldn’t be able to stop. They ended up calling the cops and carted him away...just like Evan. All day I was a bit unhappy to say the least. I was having reruns all day in my head of Evan in his manic mind (It was GREAT….). Ryan (He works with me in a different department) was all concerned about me, he is used to me smiling all the time (I did not realize that I smiled so much). He just wanted to make me smile so he made it his goal to do just that. He did an amazing job and at one point he made me blush and giggle like a little girl. Bahahahahahaha! Any way ever since that day I have been a little off, because from far away I thought it was Evan, I am not paranoid or anything I just thought this because when he was in the strange state of mind he tried to see me several times at work. It got me anxious. Any way I am doing a bit better not a 100% but I am getting there. I also kind of got asked out by Ryan, I really did not see that one coming. I knew he fancied me, but not to the point of that he wants to see me outside of work. He is a bit older than me (by five years...hahahaha!) Sooooo we shall see. He is a cool kid, and is fun to hangout with. That’s what I need in my life FUN! We all could use a little more fun. Well I am out, until my next epic story…..