AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I FEEL SO ANGRY! I just want to yell and scream! I really just want to punch August (aka Evan) in the face. I want him to hurt as much as he hurt me. I am just sooooo pissed at him! Why would he make me feel less than what I am worth? Why would he say he loved me to my face and than go behind my back and fool around with some tramp?! GRRRRRRRRRRR! All I ever did was love him with every thing I have and I seem to be the only one paying for that. Why should I pay? Just because I care with my whole heart? I just don't get it......It just angers me. I know what you all must be thinking....."She seemed happy just a few days ago?" Well I was...just not at this point in time. To answer your other question...NO I HAVE NOT TALKED TO HIM, Nor do I ever care to talk to him or see his face ever again. I have come to a rather huge epiphany the last few days. I was thinking to myself..."Why would I continue any kind of friend ship with someone who did not even really care about what we had in the first place? Surely they would care way more? I don't want him as my friend. He was not a good "Boyfriend" why would he be any better as a "Friend"". GOSH! I really hate his guts at this point in time! Whats done is done. He made his choice, and I have made mine.....At one point, I truly thought you loved me......my mistake..............
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