Today has been an absolutely superb and delightful day. It all started with me walking up to go see the chiropractor for the kicks in my neck. She put this strange contraption on my neck that “vibrates”. That’s the only way I can early explain it. It sends electrical shocks through some special pads (I know what you’re thinking it sounds like some sort of torturer device…I assure you it’s not) It feels strange but is amazing, It helped the muscles in my neck a lot. After seeing the chiropractor, my mother and I went for breakfast. I had a nice time talking to her about life and just random things. I enjoyed it a lot. After that I came home and talked to my abuelita (Grandma in Spanish) on Skype for a little bit, she is in El Salvador(Just so you know that's where my dad's side of the family is from, I am half El Salvadorian...I know it’s exciting stuff...). Anywho mmmmmm....where was I? Oh ya so I talked to her for a few minutes that was nice. After that I decide to look at flight tickets to Stockholm, Sweden. I found some for an amazing price I could not pass them up. So I got a hold of Lisa (For those of you who don’t know, Lisa is my sister from another mister. She is amazing I love that girl. She stayed with me and my family for almost a year and yes you guessed it she is from Stockholm, Sweden. I miss her so much and I can’t wait to see her. :D) So it looks like I am going to go to Sweden sometime in May. I am beyond excited that it is going to happen. Can you believe it? Alicia is going to Sweden! The plan is that I am going to stay for three months…that’s the plan anyway, unless Lisa kicks me out…that would be sad….So ya I am going to be there in the summer. It will be so much fun, I always have fun with Lisa. J After that I started getting ready for my evening out with one of my cousins. Her name is Jasmine and I had not really seen her in like two and a half months. We had a fall out…I don’t really know why? But we are all good now. We went to this place called the Sushi Station (I don’t really like sushi to be honest, I will only eat it if it has crab in it hahahaha!). We had a long nice talk….ok it was mostly me talking, she wanted to know the whole story about August…and I mean the whole freaking story. It was good to talk to her cause she provided me with new prospective in a way. She understands how I am in love with him and hate him at the same time…it made me feel like I wasn’t the only one. After that I got home and decide to write about my awesome day. Funny fact about today however, it would have been my one year anniversary with August. I totally forgot about it, I only remembered when I was talking about when I should be over him. Ok so there is this thing people say about when you should be over someone it depends how long you were dating and then you divide that number by two, so for example I was with August for let’s just say a “year” I would be over him in six months, so by April I should be over him right? I guess we will see when I get there. Well now that I am talking about the kid I should tell you what’s going on with him. He is still in the hospital, I have not talked about him much because he does not want to see me, I don’t know why, and my guess is he feels embarrassed to be there again, but I have no clue. I do know however that he is no longer in the secure unit, which is good news. That means he is more of himself. His mother told me he wants to write me a letter before he sees me. I am not going to lie to you am kind of freaked out by it. I have no clue what it’s going to be about, it could be a letter saying his sorry, it could a letter trying to win me back (that’s never going to happen), or he could be “braking up” with me…meaning we are no longer even friends (I highly doubt it, but as we know he has surprised me in the past….) I just have no idea, but if he needs space I have no problem giving that to him, if anything the space has helped me out tremendously. It’s good to have space, it gives you a chance to breath, and I love breathing.
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