Sunday, October 30, 2011

Trouble

I woke up a bit too early for my likening today. I couldn’t really sleep, because I feel nervous. The other day I wrote August a letter and in the letter I more or less said he needs grow and learn from the things he is going through and how he needs to face it. Face the things he has done. I may or not see him today, I saw him about three weeks ago. It’s ok if I can’t see him but I just wonder how he reacted to my letter. I just feel really confused about him. But my mother told me that I don’t really hate him, I just hate what he did to me. In a way that is true, but it’s a lot more than just that. I know it might be awkward for him, but not for me really, I am just sadder about the whole situation. So we shall see if I see him today or sometime next week…..
On to a different subject Halloween is tomorrow! I have work…but I get to dress up at work! I am so excited about it! It’s going to be a lot of fun to see everyone in costume. I am going to dress up as a flapper girl from the 1920’s. I know the residents are going to love it. My hair is going to be all done up and I am wearing a black flapper dress, my makeup is going to be so intense. I am so ecstatic about it! (I will put a picture up later if I can figure it out…hahahaha!)


Nothing else is going down in my life not really anyway, just mundane things, nothing crazy. Just work and my occasional Swedish lesson taught by Jan. I also have been listening to Coldplay nonstop. I really love them. Ya so that’s enough of the crazy stuff in my life. Well I need to go and clean my room, hej då! (Good bye in Swedish)

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